Insomina night

I never have this problem for a past few months but now is coming back again. Now, is 3.22am. I am still staring at my monitor screen & writing blog.

Is it due to a presentation which i need to do today morning? When i received a call from my boss on regards to this, i was a bit worried. Not becos of not knowing my work but is the fact that my new big boss & lots of others will be involve. I scared i will tongue tied when i start to present. Understand from my colleague that my new big boss is a questionnaire lady which expect u to know everything u do at yr fingertips. A lot of people assure me that i will do a gd job while others are afraid that i will be unable to handle the questionnaire.

Cos the work that i do is not everyone could take a glance at it & understand straight away. Sad to say this is apparently not what i suppose to take but in the end it has become my baby. I actually did not really understand much until 1 yr plus of doing & understanding.

Have not been doing presentation for 3 yrss. In order to prepare myself for the worse, i went to look for my ex boss which has been transferred out to understand more just in case. Knocked off at nearly 11pm to get a better rest in order to have a clearer & better mind for tomorrow. But i am still unable to get to sleep. Ex boss told me to try my best to answer but if i really got things unable to explain & gotten arrow on it just endure!!

Whenever i close my eyes, my brain will start to think of the presentation tomorrow. I not really sure is it becos i am over worried or stress over this. I hope after finished up this, i will be able to meet zhou gong...

Tomorrow, will determine if it will be victory win or condemning for me. I am going to try to have a rest now. hopefully i am able to keep y mind clear from everything

Hope my presentation will run smoothly as planned cos this will affect how people reflect of me & future job staking..

Wish me luck!