As usual, i will pack food for my granny whenever i am on my way back home. Granny have been requesting to eat noodle for her dinner. Went to kopitiam & packed roasted meat w/ wantan mee for her & myself.
When i opened the door, i did not see granny as usual sitting in the living rm w/ lights on, waiting for me. All i heard was her calling out for me while she was sitting on the floor outside her bedrm. I was shocked. I put down my things & went to ask her if she have fallen down. Negative is the answer i have gotten from her.
As my granny cant control her bowels, she have to wear disposable pampers. She asked me to help her changing her pampers. I went near her & smell of urine. She had urinate on her pants w/o wearing any pamper. I try to asked her to stand up but she is too weak so i decided to carry her up instead. I realised that she is much heavier than i thought. In the end, I clean, change her pamper & soil pant. Checked if she wants to have her dinner but was told that she did not have any appetite.
I went to the living rm & realised that the food was untouched. She had not taken a single food or drink for the whole day. I started to worry & suspect that she could have a fall the day before yesterday cos i found her lying on the floor in her bedrm when i am back home.
I told my uncle abt it & he have a talk with my granny to check if she do have a fall these few days. Answer: Positive. With some persuasion, she agreed to go to the hospital. My uncle is afraid that she may have hurt her head due to her complain of giddiness. 10 mins later. ambulance came & my uncle accompany my granny to Changi hospital.
Now, here i am at home helping to clear up the mess in the house & also waiting for my uncle to call me on the result from his side.
Hope everything will be fine & she will recover soon.
" Happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory. "
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
A cancelled trip made me feel useless
We met our friend to have supper with the our couple friend at Geylang for dim sum on Monday night & a friend of mine mentioned on the Jetstar on-going promotion to Taipei which cost abt $279 per pax/round trip. I was a bit tempted to it cos have always wanted to go but never had a chance to. Sad right?? My bf seems a bit interested so i went back to my company the next day to see if i have sufficient leave for this trip.
I received an sms from my friend yesterday night on the total charges for flight & hotel. As i was busy so am unable to return msg to her. Cos we planned to have a 1 week trip there in Aug due of the PH. The cost of the hotel seems a bit steep for me so i decided to have a check in net to see if there is any cheaper bargain. I found that direct booking with the hotel is cheaper than those which book through some online booking agent.
I was anxious of my finding & send an sms to my friend to inform her on this. We are exciting discussing on the cost & before anything i need to check if my bf have book his leave for the trip. I called him up & checked with him, in the end we ended the call unhappy.
He feel he is quite financially tight these few months becos of a lot of spending this month. I keep asking him if he really dun want to go, what i gotten from his reply is.. Can. can go.. spend all the money lor if you wanna go.. i feel so upset.. if he do not want to go could say so, but then he say dunno leh all the time. The worse is he quickly end our conversation by saying.. well, that it right, then bye!! I gonna put down the phone.
Well, i was feeling upset & useless at that moment. Upset is becos of his reply to me. If he feel that way, we can have our trip cancelled. I am ok with it. The most i can still have the trip next year with my friends. I dunno why he have to sound in this way & made me feel that i am demanding. To me it's just a trip no big deal although a bit disappointing.
Feeling useless cos this gave me a track back of what he had told me sometime back. Remember he told me that his friend can buy his gf/wife this & that becos anything happen he still have his wife to support him what abt u?? I was like, thanks for reminding that i am poor, useless & unable to supportive to him if anything happen. This kind of things cannot be compare as both of us gals work & earn in different ways. She had a shop as income where at times maybe earning more or less. As for me, i am just only a normal 8-6pm account gal with a fixed income earning less than market value outside.
At times, he feel that my friend can get a Gucci bag for his hubby but what can i give him?? He likes expensive watch which i wish to buy it for him but my income does not allow me to. What can i a person like me who have lots of burden on hand buy these kind of things. I felt so helpless. If i am born to have a golden spoon on my mouth, do i have to feel in this way??
On my way back home, many thoughts flowed into my mind & this thing have been making me feel so depressed that i shed tears. Not becos of the trip cancelled but was this thing that made me feel so upset.
Is it true that people who are born to be poor will be helpless in this kind of thing?? I really felt so.
Anyway, i still wanna thanks my friend for inviting us to join them for the trip cos she knows that i really wanted to go but too bad guys i still have to forgo this trip again. Hopefully, we will have it another time.
I do hope to get over everything & have a happy start tomorrow. Yes, I can do it!
" Life is rather like a tin of sardines - we're all of us looking for the key. "
I received an sms from my friend yesterday night on the total charges for flight & hotel. As i was busy so am unable to return msg to her. Cos we planned to have a 1 week trip there in Aug due of the PH. The cost of the hotel seems a bit steep for me so i decided to have a check in net to see if there is any cheaper bargain. I found that direct booking with the hotel is cheaper than those which book through some online booking agent.
I was anxious of my finding & send an sms to my friend to inform her on this. We are exciting discussing on the cost & before anything i need to check if my bf have book his leave for the trip. I called him up & checked with him, in the end we ended the call unhappy.
He feel he is quite financially tight these few months becos of a lot of spending this month. I keep asking him if he really dun want to go, what i gotten from his reply is.. Can. can go.. spend all the money lor if you wanna go.. i feel so upset.. if he do not want to go could say so, but then he say dunno leh all the time. The worse is he quickly end our conversation by saying.. well, that it right, then bye!! I gonna put down the phone.
Well, i was feeling upset & useless at that moment. Upset is becos of his reply to me. If he feel that way, we can have our trip cancelled. I am ok with it. The most i can still have the trip next year with my friends. I dunno why he have to sound in this way & made me feel that i am demanding. To me it's just a trip no big deal although a bit disappointing.
Feeling useless cos this gave me a track back of what he had told me sometime back. Remember he told me that his friend can buy his gf/wife this & that becos anything happen he still have his wife to support him what abt u?? I was like, thanks for reminding that i am poor, useless & unable to supportive to him if anything happen. This kind of things cannot be compare as both of us gals work & earn in different ways. She had a shop as income where at times maybe earning more or less. As for me, i am just only a normal 8-6pm account gal with a fixed income earning less than market value outside.
At times, he feel that my friend can get a Gucci bag for his hubby but what can i give him?? He likes expensive watch which i wish to buy it for him but my income does not allow me to. What can i a person like me who have lots of burden on hand buy these kind of things. I felt so helpless. If i am born to have a golden spoon on my mouth, do i have to feel in this way??
On my way back home, many thoughts flowed into my mind & this thing have been making me feel so depressed that i shed tears. Not becos of the trip cancelled but was this thing that made me feel so upset.
Is it true that people who are born to be poor will be helpless in this kind of thing?? I really felt so.
Anyway, i still wanna thanks my friend for inviting us to join them for the trip cos she knows that i really wanted to go but too bad guys i still have to forgo this trip again. Hopefully, we will have it another time.
I do hope to get over everything & have a happy start tomorrow. Yes, I can do it!
" Life is rather like a tin of sardines - we're all of us looking for the key. "
Monday, June 15, 2009
D day of my acceptance of our 2nd stage
We went to collect my ring from Goldheart at AMK Hub before heading to Ah boy's house for his baby full month. I was quite satisfied with the ring & it also min requirement of what i want.
You guys must be wondering what is this ring i am mentioning abt?? Yeah, that's my proposal ring. I guess another question should be popped up from your mind must be: Why am i collecting the proposal ring instead of him popping the ring to me during his propose?? Reason due to: i choose it, in case my boy gotten the wrong design i want. Gals should know that guys are always insensitive to this kind of thing. =p
After collection we met our friend & went to ah boy's house for the celebration.
Congrats Ah boy on his newborn baby boy. so cute~
After we had our buffet dinner, bid goodbye & head down to pick Cyndi up before heading to Orchard for some GSS window-shopping. While we are done with our shopping, on the way back to car park, Cyndi asked to have a look at the ring. Dear showed & he was asked when is he going to propose. The whole process was quite funny & dear felt awkward. Well, i expect him to propose to me at home rather but everything happened at Orchard Car park yesterday night so quickly.
He took the ring & put in on my finger & gave me a kiss of acceptance on my hand & lips for the joy. Well, I can say everything happened damn fast.
"That it will never come again is what makes life so sweet. "
I just enjoyed the process of proposing & most imptly is the sincerity in him. Do feel grateful of all these & do not take things for granted cos you will never know that there are some couple out there where they married without any proposing.
So I am already contented with what i have & looking forward to our future. =)
"Gratefulness is the key to a happy life that we hold in our hands, because if we are not grateful, then no matter how much we have we will not be happy -- because we will always want to have something else or something more."
You guys must be wondering what is this ring i am mentioning abt?? Yeah, that's my proposal ring. I guess another question should be popped up from your mind must be: Why am i collecting the proposal ring instead of him popping the ring to me during his propose?? Reason due to: i choose it, in case my boy gotten the wrong design i want. Gals should know that guys are always insensitive to this kind of thing. =p
After collection we met our friend & went to ah boy's house for the celebration.
Congrats Ah boy on his newborn baby boy. so cute~
After we had our buffet dinner, bid goodbye & head down to pick Cyndi up before heading to Orchard for some GSS window-shopping. While we are done with our shopping, on the way back to car park, Cyndi asked to have a look at the ring. Dear showed & he was asked when is he going to propose. The whole process was quite funny & dear felt awkward. Well, i expect him to propose to me at home rather but everything happened at Orchard Car park yesterday night so quickly.
My proposal ring
While on our way to our car, he opened the car door for me & request me to sit in the car.. Next thing before i knew, he was kneeling down & comically pop out the question. " Will you marry me??" Well, this should be the touching moment which most of the gals should have shed tears of joy becos of this. but then i was laughing away due to his expression...
Actually, i was also quite a bit taken by surprised which made me unable to reply back "Yes, I do" .. A gal friend of mine say i am very anti climax but then this is too comical which i really do not know how to respond den. After a moment, i nod my head & reply: "Yes"
He took the ring & put in on my finger & gave me a kiss of acceptance on my hand & lips for the joy. Well, I can say everything happened damn fast.
"Yes, I do"
I know some of the couple proposal are grand & contain of surprises with nice surrounding, flowers but not mine. Cos HE is just a simple & shy guy who i am willing to spend my life in my remaining yrs. So cannot expect much from him.
"That it will never come again is what makes life so sweet. "
I just enjoyed the process of proposing & most imptly is the sincerity in him. Do feel grateful of all these & do not take things for granted cos you will never know that there are some couple out there where they married without any proposing.
So I am already contented with what i have & looking forward to our future. =)
"Gratefulness is the key to a happy life that we hold in our hands, because if we are not grateful, then no matter how much we have we will not be happy -- because we will always want to have something else or something more."
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Cherish family ties
These few days has been quite dramatic for me. A lot of things happened, worries, tears, joy & disappointment.
I also experienced the family ties of caring & concern show within them. The relationship bonding is something which i am unable to experience from my own family esp. parents. They are the people who will be there for you through thin & thick whichever time u are going through.
Do feel grateful whenever concern & care they show for you & do not take it for granted for their actions. No matter what happen, they will always be the one to stand for you which none of yr friends could ever do it.
Opening up & heeding opinions & advises from family members are always the best as they knows what is best for u. Not your friends or anybody else, cos u are not the person who will stay with you for the rest of ur life neither will they be there to scarifies for the sake of it.
"The love of a family is life's greatest blessing"
so do cherish it before it's too late. Time will not turn back just to give you a second chance of repaying.
I also experienced the family ties of caring & concern show within them. The relationship bonding is something which i am unable to experience from my own family esp. parents. They are the people who will be there for you through thin & thick whichever time u are going through.
Do feel grateful whenever concern & care they show for you & do not take it for granted for their actions. No matter what happen, they will always be the one to stand for you which none of yr friends could ever do it.
Opening up & heeding opinions & advises from family members are always the best as they knows what is best for u. Not your friends or anybody else, cos u are not the person who will stay with you for the rest of ur life neither will they be there to scarifies for the sake of it.
"The love of a family is life's greatest blessing"
so do cherish it before it's too late. Time will not turn back just to give you a second chance of repaying.
Monday, June 8, 2009
3 days continously invitation
I think am quite lucky this mth. I gotten 3 invitation to attend or share the happiness with 2 families & friends. I think is the age that catching up where i will need to attend a lot of functions like the below:
1) Sec mate's house warming
Date: 06 June 2009
Time: 7pm
Venue: City Sq Residences
I am invited to attend the housewarming today with some of my sec mates. Well, sort of a gathering day for us since we do not meet up often. A group of us decided to get Capitaland voucher for him & i initiated to help to buy since my bf stay near at 1 of the shopping mall. When i reached there, i saw a long q due to a promo of GSS redeemable shopping gifts conducted by the mall. Approached the counter to ask for the voucher but was sold out.
Since a friend of mine mentioned that he wanted a steamer, we decided to get him a novita steamer at Mustafa (since he is staying near there). Dear chauffeur me to Mustafa & i went to have a look at the steamer while waiting for 1 of my friend to arrive. After purchasing, we were asked to wait for the packing & was only able to collect it at 7.15pm when we were already there at 6pm. The guys carried the present & we reached our destination.
Nice condo with lots of facilities around such as the personal bowling alley which not most of the condo have. Went up to his unit & was amazed that he have 4 toilets within his unit.. lolx.. After viewing, we had our buffet at the function rm & gather for a while chit-chatting. We went behind the condo to have a smoke & chit chatting again.. I also took some of the pics with my sec mate (which i have save it in my fb).
9.15pm. I need to meet my bf near the condo area as he have been waiting for me for few hrs. The guys accompanied me to the main entrance. Suddenly, i felt that 2 hrs is not enough for me, i missed them so much.. had a bit of hesitation to leave but have to.
I bid goodbye to them & how i wish i can meet these interesting friends of mine again.
See you guys again.. we shall meet in another time but in the meantime do take care. =)
2) Ex big boss baby full mth
Date: 07 Jun 2009
Time: 1 pm
Venue: Pasir Ris
Reached destination at 2.30pm, saw some of my ex colleagues. Have some chit-chatting with them update with our work life. Stay there for a few hrs & had some nice food. Hope to see them again.
3) Friend's wedding
Date: 08 Jun 2009
Time: 9 am
Venue: St Joseph Church
Congrats to Kaven & Veron on your big day. Sorry that we are unable to attend the dinner.
Wish both of u happiness & zao sheng gui zi.. =)
1) Sec mate's house warming
Date: 06 June 2009
Time: 7pm
Venue: City Sq Residences
I am invited to attend the housewarming today with some of my sec mates. Well, sort of a gathering day for us since we do not meet up often. A group of us decided to get Capitaland voucher for him & i initiated to help to buy since my bf stay near at 1 of the shopping mall. When i reached there, i saw a long q due to a promo of GSS redeemable shopping gifts conducted by the mall. Approached the counter to ask for the voucher but was sold out.
Since a friend of mine mentioned that he wanted a steamer, we decided to get him a novita steamer at Mustafa (since he is staying near there). Dear chauffeur me to Mustafa & i went to have a look at the steamer while waiting for 1 of my friend to arrive. After purchasing, we were asked to wait for the packing & was only able to collect it at 7.15pm when we were already there at 6pm. The guys carried the present & we reached our destination.
Nice condo with lots of facilities around such as the personal bowling alley which not most of the condo have. Went up to his unit & was amazed that he have 4 toilets within his unit.. lolx.. After viewing, we had our buffet at the function rm & gather for a while chit-chatting. We went behind the condo to have a smoke & chit chatting again.. I also took some of the pics with my sec mate (which i have save it in my fb).
9.15pm. I need to meet my bf near the condo area as he have been waiting for me for few hrs. The guys accompanied me to the main entrance. Suddenly, i felt that 2 hrs is not enough for me, i missed them so much.. had a bit of hesitation to leave but have to.
I bid goodbye to them & how i wish i can meet these interesting friends of mine again.
See you guys again.. we shall meet in another time but in the meantime do take care. =)
2) Ex big boss baby full mth
Date: 07 Jun 2009
Time: 1 pm
Venue: Pasir Ris
Reached destination at 2.30pm, saw some of my ex colleagues. Have some chit-chatting with them update with our work life. Stay there for a few hrs & had some nice food. Hope to see them again.
3) Friend's wedding
Date: 08 Jun 2009
Time: 9 am
Venue: St Joseph Church
Congrats to Kaven & Veron on your big day. Sorry that we are unable to attend the dinner.
Wish both of u happiness & zao sheng gui zi.. =)
Monday, June 1, 2009
Friends or not ?!?!?
A friend of mine & I have not been talking to each other ever since 2 weeks ago. I do not know what had happen. I just know that the time when she saw me, she ignored me & gave me a face. Well, what can i do then?? i just ignore her when she wants it that way. I have known her ever since the day i started dating with my bf. I know her character well & i know something did pissed her off which explained her reaction towards me but then i really did not know what is it.
I guessed it should be the incident where i am angry with my bf after a dinner at the couple's house which is the only thing i could think of. I am grateful & thanks for the dinner that she had prepared & even extend her invite to join them for dinner but then i was angry with my bf on sth but not anything else. Maybe she saw me in foul mood & may think that her good means may lead to my foul mood. I dunno ???
Well, i would like to apologise if there is really my fault. As a friend if she still do not know me well & still feel in this way. Well, i have nothing much to say.
My bf & his hubby are best friends. Every time, they will meet up during weekend. I have decided to join my bf to their outing as less as possible to avoid any awkwardness. 2 guys facing with 2 gals who dun even talk is a bit awkward to them. Instead of giving them this kind of feel, must well, i have it avoid.
All i can say is, no one is perfect in this world not even to a perfectionist. Everyday is a learning process to us towards our mistake or life. People recognise our good & bad only after they acknowledge or correct us. 1 thing are able to view at different angle but it depend on how we see them.
This is a cycle of learning process in our life which all of us will need to face it everyday.
Let's hope things will turn to for better.
I guessed it should be the incident where i am angry with my bf after a dinner at the couple's house which is the only thing i could think of. I am grateful & thanks for the dinner that she had prepared & even extend her invite to join them for dinner but then i was angry with my bf on sth but not anything else. Maybe she saw me in foul mood & may think that her good means may lead to my foul mood. I dunno ???
Well, i would like to apologise if there is really my fault. As a friend if she still do not know me well & still feel in this way. Well, i have nothing much to say.
My bf & his hubby are best friends. Every time, they will meet up during weekend. I have decided to join my bf to their outing as less as possible to avoid any awkwardness. 2 guys facing with 2 gals who dun even talk is a bit awkward to them. Instead of giving them this kind of feel, must well, i have it avoid.
All i can say is, no one is perfect in this world not even to a perfectionist. Everyday is a learning process to us towards our mistake or life. People recognise our good & bad only after they acknowledge or correct us. 1 thing are able to view at different angle but it depend on how we see them.
This is a cycle of learning process in our life which all of us will need to face it everyday.
Let's hope things will turn to for better.
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