New start for the month June10

It has been 4 months since i updated my last post. Have been quite busy with my work, problems which occurred during these months. I was quite surprise to find that there 191 hits into my blog these few months. Never did i know someone out there are reading my blog. Thanks to all my dear friends out there who have read my blog to update on my life happenings =)

Well, work have always been exhausted for me for the past few months. While trying to get it all over, I have been trying my best to strive a work-life balanced. Things have moved on quite smoothly except for a few hiccups which i will always tend to get over or look at the other angle to overcome it.

I am happy that there is a app "iBlogger" which allow me to blog anytime, but i do really hope that they will further enhance some function such as allowing posting of pic instead of current simple new posting or updating of post. =)

Life have been quite peaceful and enjoyable for the past 1.5 months. Keep it up Jas!!! Gambanteh!

P/s: I will try to update my blog as frequent as possible. =)

Insomina night

I never have this problem for a past few months but now is coming back again. Now, is 3.22am. I am still staring at my monitor screen & writing blog.

Is it due to a presentation which i need to do today morning? When i received a call from my boss on regards to this, i was a bit worried. Not becos of not knowing my work but is the fact that my new big boss & lots of others will be involve. I scared i will tongue tied when i start to present. Understand from my colleague that my new big boss is a questionnaire lady which expect u to know everything u do at yr fingertips. A lot of people assure me that i will do a gd job while others are afraid that i will be unable to handle the questionnaire.

Cos the work that i do is not everyone could take a glance at it & understand straight away. Sad to say this is apparently not what i suppose to take but in the end it has become my baby. I actually did not really understand much until 1 yr plus of doing & understanding.

Have not been doing presentation for 3 yrss. In order to prepare myself for the worse, i went to look for my ex boss which has been transferred out to understand more just in case. Knocked off at nearly 11pm to get a better rest in order to have a clearer & better mind for tomorrow. But i am still unable to get to sleep. Ex boss told me to try my best to answer but if i really got things unable to explain & gotten arrow on it just endure!!

Whenever i close my eyes, my brain will start to think of the presentation tomorrow. I not really sure is it becos i am over worried or stress over this. I hope after finished up this, i will be able to meet zhou gong...

Tomorrow, will determine if it will be victory win or condemning for me. I am going to try to have a rest now. hopefully i am able to keep y mind clear from everything

Hope my presentation will run smoothly as planned cos this will affect how people reflect of me & future job staking..

Wish me luck!

Lost of a lunch kakis~

One of my lunch kakis told me that she has tendered her resignation letter today. I have known this all along but is still a bit to sad to know she is leaving us.

I am happy & envious that she is moving out for a better prospect. This keep me prompting me when miracles will happen to me? Getting an offer of job at this economy time is not easy. Hopefully, god will lead me by creating a path or a hint to me?

In the meantime, i am sad abt it cos i will be losing a nice kakis soon. I will no longer be able to find someone like her to squabble with me, angry with me, giving me opinion & advices. No one to gossip, sharing my anger etc...

She may looked a bit xiao nu ren but then she is always being there to comment with a open heart. Oh gosh! I think i will miss you deeply esp. yr auntie nagging which i am still be able to hear from u for only a mth =(

Gal, you know who you are. I wish you all the best endeavours for your new job. Do not forget us when u leave. Stay in contact through sms & msn. Keep us update!!

Lastly, remember to pray for us for better luck & miracles. Cos we need that a lot!!!! =p